Today I got an iPad, so hopefully this will mean more blogs and more photos!

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Band!

This is My band Early To The Vineyard, I joined them in Late 2009, This is us playing our Latest Gig at the Running Horse in Nottingham on the 28th January 2012.

A Little Change

Ok, so I have decided I'm going to change how I use this Blog, I'm not just going to use it to talk about God, or havinga rant or using lyrics from songs I listen to, I'm going to start adding photos and bitsand bobs, of things that happen in my life and things that inspire me. I'm not a very good photographer so some photos may be stolen from those with better skills than myself, but I do promise that i will only use them if they relate to something going off in my life!

Thoughts

Today, so far has been boring, I've been really lucky to get 3days off work, and today is the third. but so far I have failed to do anything productive, apart from play GT5 on the PS3. I've been alone too, as Abi is back at uni today. beeing alone is nice but it makes the time drag, and makes the day seem endless. All this time alone is getting to my head now though, thoughts and feelings are running wild in my head as a loose myself in a race of thought. some of these thoughts, I could do without. These last few weeks, I haven't felt to stable, silly things just get to me and get me worked up and upset and angry, but I don't know why? I know I have a short temper and I have been working on it, but silly little things seem to be able to annoy me so much. I keep having these thoughts of 'what if?'.

For some reason I've always been one of those people who look back on life and think, 'What if?' its really annouying becuase it digs up buried feelings from the past, and I let them get to me. I don't know where this is heading so I'm goona go before.... I dunno, incase I say something  I don't want to.

Where am I?

I don't know where I am. I'm lost in this sea of faces. Burning Bridges!

Now I can say, Now I can Feel

Maybe now I can say
Maybe now I can feel
I know it's out of my hands
You said you would but I don't know if I can
Two weeks of hiding from the sun
Night Train should get me there in time
And I would breathe eventually
If you could tell me now
We won't have to wait
Maybe now I can say
Maybe now I can feel
It's going out of my head
You said nothing but I know what you meant
Two weeks of hiding from the sun
You looked in my eyes
Thought it was better left unsaid
And I could breathe eventually
You've always showed me the beautiful
We won't have to wait