Monday 18 October 2010

All hands on deck

Awake, I am awake,
and I'm still alive out here,
awake, I am awake
and I'm still alive out here,
blinded, by this light,
it is all that surrounds me.

Deep water, I can smell the blood,
how long, how long before they come,
showing teeth, bearing fever, lost in open water,
until they find, finds us all, lost with all the shipwreck.

Deep water, I can smell the blood,
how long, how long before they come.
Waves crashed upon the shore, and time and time again,
we lost control. Am I too far gone to be saved,
lost in the water all alone, am I too far gone to be saved.
Lost in the water all alone, am I too far gone, too far gone to be saved.

Waves crashed upon the shore, and time and time again,
we lost control.
Waves crashed upon the shore, and time and time again, we lost control,
and I lost control.

It's been a while.

I Don't know where this is going to go, or what im really going to say, its been weeks since I,v written a blog, I guess I've been too busy, and pre-occupied, but not only have I been to busy to blog, but I've been to busy to talk to God and take notice of Him, and His work around me. God is AMAZING, but I often, well always (If I'm Honest) take Him for granted! I wish I had a God APP on my phone, then I could spend as much time as possible with Him.

At the Mo, I'm feeling like crap, and I have done for about a week, I get these killer head aches, sore throat, and fevers. People keep telling me i need to Slow down and start looking after myself, I'm always doing something, either working or running round for other people, I like helping people, If I can help, then I will, I can't just stand and watch people struggle, and everyone gets on my case about how i push myself too far, Is this ill health me deteriorating, God telling me to stop?.

as most of you know, I play in a band called Early to the vineyard, I love to play with the guys, they are a great bunch of people who are always there to help me or pray with me and generally look out for me. these guys mean so much to me, we've been together for just under a year, and what a year its been. we've had loads of ups and a few downs, but its been great, and i guess I just want to thank God for these Guys and for everything he's doing through us.